Dear Fella Readers!!
I would be discontinuing my stint with writing as i have been recieving complaints from some members.
I offer my deepest apologizes to the ones who felt hurt and i assure you that it was not intentional. Blog Writing was just my way of expressing some real moments which i was able to capture.
I have not thought it will in any form hurt somebody and let them feel somebody is making fun of them deliberately.
With deepest regrets signing Off
Mohit Kansal
Blog Owner and Blog Writer
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Is India Shinning? Nahh!! India Glooming………
You kill one and you will frighten 10,000 – An old Chinese Proverb.
Terrorism can not be prevented due to its nature and its rooted ideology in the religions but what is important are the precautionary measures you should have in store and Post-terror activities.
Not only it again reminded us about our vulnerable coast line but also the how easy the access it was for the terrorists to get away with the ammunitions and set up the control rooms in the elite Hotels prior to the attack.
Moreover, the way the bodies were lifted out and they way the politicians are warming their hands rather than getting united still propagates the earlier beliefs of India as a third World.
I billion people of the India have been made shameful by just chunk of 10 people, even they were killed but they left us with a dark stigma which can't be undone so easily.
The Mumbai terror attack has maligned our reputation as a nation in the whole world, India boasts of becoming a superpower, but even can not protect the High profile people from this dastardly act of terrorism. If the people sitting in Taj, Oberoi (where elite and only small percentage of Indian population) have the privilege to access then forget about the talks regarding the ordinary and common people who still face the ordeal of earning his bread and butter.
It’s our mistake of our people that how we propagates Villains / Politicians as superheroes who just want us to divide and rule so as to keep their pockets full.
The only persons that always come to our rescue are the brave Commandos of NSG, ATS Personnel, and Various copes that flushes out these terrorists and these are the real unsung heroes and we dare to make fun of them.
People should ask now where Mr. Raj Thackery and his Marathi Manoosh are. Surely he would be sleeping in his comfort palace since so many North & South Indians Cops; NSGs are here to protect his Maharashtra.
The only thing that is deterrent to our progress in only talk and when it comes to taking responsibility everybody has some useless business to take care of. People want the Personalities like Mr. Bhagat Singh and Mr. Gandhi to reborn again but they want them to be born in his/her neighbors house.
Many of us, the common men feel and urge to take the responsibility and envisage Our India as a superpower, Now it’s the time to stir a Campaign against non – supporter of all these ridiculous politicians/Villains which are moving our country backwards, now its time to join hands for better government, now its time to decide ourselves who we are going to vote, now its time to develop India we alwayz dreamt of otherwise its gonna too late and our next generation would ask us why we were so intimidated to protect our own home.
Terrorism can not be prevented due to its nature and its rooted ideology in the religions but what is important are the precautionary measures you should have in store and Post-terror activities.
Not only it again reminded us about our vulnerable coast line but also the how easy the access it was for the terrorists to get away with the ammunitions and set up the control rooms in the elite Hotels prior to the attack.
Moreover, the way the bodies were lifted out and they way the politicians are warming their hands rather than getting united still propagates the earlier beliefs of India as a third World.
I billion people of the India have been made shameful by just chunk of 10 people, even they were killed but they left us with a dark stigma which can't be undone so easily.
The Mumbai terror attack has maligned our reputation as a nation in the whole world, India boasts of becoming a superpower, but even can not protect the High profile people from this dastardly act of terrorism. If the people sitting in Taj, Oberoi (where elite and only small percentage of Indian population) have the privilege to access then forget about the talks regarding the ordinary and common people who still face the ordeal of earning his bread and butter.
It’s our mistake of our people that how we propagates Villains / Politicians as superheroes who just want us to divide and rule so as to keep their pockets full.
The only persons that always come to our rescue are the brave Commandos of NSG, ATS Personnel, and Various copes that flushes out these terrorists and these are the real unsung heroes and we dare to make fun of them.
People should ask now where Mr. Raj Thackery and his Marathi Manoosh are. Surely he would be sleeping in his comfort palace since so many North & South Indians Cops; NSGs are here to protect his Maharashtra.
The only thing that is deterrent to our progress in only talk and when it comes to taking responsibility everybody has some useless business to take care of. People want the Personalities like Mr. Bhagat Singh and Mr. Gandhi to reborn again but they want them to be born in his/her neighbors house.
Many of us, the common men feel and urge to take the responsibility and envisage Our India as a superpower, Now it’s the time to stir a Campaign against non – supporter of all these ridiculous politicians/Villains which are moving our country backwards, now its time to join hands for better government, now its time to decide ourselves who we are going to vote, now its time to develop India we alwayz dreamt of otherwise its gonna too late and our next generation would ask us why we were so intimidated to protect our own home.
Friday, November 28, 2008
Nasib Sade Likhe Raab Ne Kachi Pencil Naal…..
Love when imbibed in soul can tremble the Lion Hearted and give meaning to Life of those who live life without a motive - Mohit Kansal.
Confused and emotionally distressed I came to Guest house and kept on crying whole of the night and did not get along with the guyz at the guest house and everybody was shocked to see my unusual behavior. I was acting and squirming like an infant who wants to remain as child forever and does not want to grow up to face the turbulence of this mean world.
I know this aint’s me and this in not normal behavior and I have no idea why this thing is getting over me and why I have started loving a girl without ever talking or even knowing her slightly. But I can not help it. Though I am fully aware that I am acting and behaving like a moron but for the very first time I am enjoying it also and feeling a sense of excitement. I want her to come in my life and make it more exciting.
Next Day she just completely whistle blew it at HO that there were some guyz who called her over extension phone when she was on a official visit and wanted her to talk to Guy named “Mohan”. “Who the hell is he?” she inquired from the Projects Department and Others.
“Ahh! Mohan the trouble maker, he is the guy who is the cornerstone of every problem, he is the cause of half of our miseries.” told some one from IT department”
“A wanna be, an authoritarian with no authority whatsoever” Some others told her.
Yet there were others like Mrs. Renu and Ms. Poonampreet Kaur when enquired quipped “Mohan!! An iconoclast, a born rebellion” and some other praises which left her wondering.
The calls started pouring from the HO to enquire about my state of well being and Mrs. Renu & Ms. Poonam were dazzled and they were not expecting this thing at least from me. Here I was getting more restless and I could not able to concentrate on my work. There were regular reprimands and intimidations from Pinni Pinni Chacha for clearing the M/s Hemkunt's 2nd RA Bill and everybody was worried about my work attitude (least this thing they have not expected from me).
Then I got to know about her prior engagement and seeing off some other guy and after discovering this I was off to a dizzy and was on the verge to crying in the office.
I kept a heavy face whole of the day and it was like that I have not smiled from quiet a long time.
I kept telling my self:
“This can’t be true”.
“How can that be possible?”
“After so many years a gal has walked in my life that I find her to be my soul mate, she is meant for me. She can’t be of anyone’s.” I kept telling myself again and again.
The immediate thing I could do is to curse the God and wanted him to give me explanations why he has given me that kind of feelings about her. I was certainly adopting losers lexicon but all my life I have fought and emerged as a winner be it any front but in this case I am not able to take the defeat in my stride.
All the Gullus, LVs, Rajji Bhais, Chachhas were anxious to see me normal. This is certainly not there Mohan Kapoor. They liked the earlier one with hard talk in the office and full 2 masti in the guest house.
“Without you, Mohan Guest house seems deserted place. What has happened to you? You were an evangelist and it was you who kept us motivating. Please tell us what wrong? We will surely help you” remarked the Pinni Pinni Chacha, Deebakar Ji and Gaurav while entering my room.
“Nothing, I just do not feel like I am enjoying over here, May be I need a change and wants to spend some time at home for 3 or 4 days.” I explained.
“Is this about that gal Huh?, what was her name Mohan? Megha Na Right” grinned Mr. Deebakar.
“Please don’t talk about her anymore, I feel hurt in my heart” I replied.
The vivid scenes from the movie “Tere Naam” were popping out on me where Radhe (Salmaan Khan) went to a Mandir and complained God that how much pain is he feeling after Nirjra (Bhumika Chawla) rejected him.
I finally convinced them this has nothing to do with Megha before Mr. Gullu and Rajji Bhai moved in and gets me so emotional that I have to tell them.
To be Continued………………………………………..
Confused and emotionally distressed I came to Guest house and kept on crying whole of the night and did not get along with the guyz at the guest house and everybody was shocked to see my unusual behavior. I was acting and squirming like an infant who wants to remain as child forever and does not want to grow up to face the turbulence of this mean world.
I know this aint’s me and this in not normal behavior and I have no idea why this thing is getting over me and why I have started loving a girl without ever talking or even knowing her slightly. But I can not help it. Though I am fully aware that I am acting and behaving like a moron but for the very first time I am enjoying it also and feeling a sense of excitement. I want her to come in my life and make it more exciting.
Next Day she just completely whistle blew it at HO that there were some guyz who called her over extension phone when she was on a official visit and wanted her to talk to Guy named “Mohan”. “Who the hell is he?” she inquired from the Projects Department and Others.
“Ahh! Mohan the trouble maker, he is the guy who is the cornerstone of every problem, he is the cause of half of our miseries.” told some one from IT department”
“A wanna be, an authoritarian with no authority whatsoever” Some others told her.
Yet there were others like Mrs. Renu and Ms. Poonampreet Kaur when enquired quipped “Mohan!! An iconoclast, a born rebellion” and some other praises which left her wondering.
The calls started pouring from the HO to enquire about my state of well being and Mrs. Renu & Ms. Poonam were dazzled and they were not expecting this thing at least from me. Here I was getting more restless and I could not able to concentrate on my work. There were regular reprimands and intimidations from Pinni Pinni Chacha for clearing the M/s Hemkunt's 2nd RA Bill and everybody was worried about my work attitude (least this thing they have not expected from me).
Then I got to know about her prior engagement and seeing off some other guy and after discovering this I was off to a dizzy and was on the verge to crying in the office.
I kept a heavy face whole of the day and it was like that I have not smiled from quiet a long time.
I kept telling my self:
“This can’t be true”.
“How can that be possible?”
“After so many years a gal has walked in my life that I find her to be my soul mate, she is meant for me. She can’t be of anyone’s.” I kept telling myself again and again.
The immediate thing I could do is to curse the God and wanted him to give me explanations why he has given me that kind of feelings about her. I was certainly adopting losers lexicon but all my life I have fought and emerged as a winner be it any front but in this case I am not able to take the defeat in my stride.
All the Gullus, LVs, Rajji Bhais, Chachhas were anxious to see me normal. This is certainly not there Mohan Kapoor. They liked the earlier one with hard talk in the office and full 2 masti in the guest house.
“Without you, Mohan Guest house seems deserted place. What has happened to you? You were an evangelist and it was you who kept us motivating. Please tell us what wrong? We will surely help you” remarked the Pinni Pinni Chacha, Deebakar Ji and Gaurav while entering my room.
“Nothing, I just do not feel like I am enjoying over here, May be I need a change and wants to spend some time at home for 3 or 4 days.” I explained.
“Is this about that gal Huh?, what was her name Mohan? Megha Na Right” grinned Mr. Deebakar.
“Please don’t talk about her anymore, I feel hurt in my heart” I replied.
The vivid scenes from the movie “Tere Naam” were popping out on me where Radhe (Salmaan Khan) went to a Mandir and complained God that how much pain is he feeling after Nirjra (Bhumika Chawla) rejected him.
I finally convinced them this has nothing to do with Megha before Mr. Gullu and Rajji Bhai moved in and gets me so emotional that I have to tell them.
To be Continued………………………………………..
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Jab Mujhe bhi Pyaar Ho Gya…….
Disclaimer: This is a work of Fiction…..Any event or persons resembling dead or Alive is just a matter of coincidence.
This time I let you sail through when I Fell in Love with a gal when I saw her very first time……
Kitna Bhi Chuppao…Kitna Bhi Akkdo……Par is se Bach Nahin Payogge…….
I saw her when she first arrived here in Office…..and I was in love…..though everybody was talking about her that what a patka she is (as alwayz we got insiders from HO)?
Every body (Viz. Rahul, Shakti, Mr. Deebakar, Mr. Ramesh, Atif) was on to planning spree when got aware how much I love her…Its not I have seen a gorgeous a stunning beauty…Something was special about her…She has got the persona and attitude which resembles me in may ways…”Alter Ego” would a perfect synonym to describe her.
I finally bought some time from site in the evening and got along with Mr. Jagdish for trip to the Office..No One better than Mrs. Sapna to introduce me to her until Mr. Jadish told her about the Poster that we have stuck on the Display Board in the Projects Office to welcome her and also when Mr. Atif at his best told her about some heroine with same name is visiting the site today and the posters are meant for her. She was roaring with laughter and I was feeling high on my blood pressure.
I could yank on my contractors, advice the Managers even AVPs and can start the lengthy parvachans on the wisdom of life that lasted till late night…but when it comes to making the very first steps of approaching a woman I got butterflies in my stomach……
Restless Evening become a desert of lost opportunity when I turned down the offer from Mrs. Sapna to accompany them for Shopping..I donot why?
There was a change that I was feeling in me specially a kind of Fear and I badly wanted to cry in alone. I think too much emotional indulgence does this to you….Having experienced these emotional hysterics all my readings of “Emotional Intelligence from Daniel Goleman” and all the teachings from Harvard Business School Magazines which I followed and preached whole my life to deal with the vagaries of life comes to a point where no meaning can’t be inferred from them…This dangerous thing what the others call it “Love” is getting over me and I am having hou high effect on my mind. I have alwaz advised and helped the poor fellows which were stuck deep in this threatening disease of life and when it struck me with its mighty blows I have no one to guide me.
Khuch Hosh Nahin Rehta, Khuch Dhyan Nahin Rehta….Insaan Pyaar Main Insaan Nahin Rehta……A quote from movie Sarfrosh.
The first thing I did was to going to sleep after returning from office and for the first time ate my dinner after 10 O’clock….Then I was onto my mission of finding her on http://www.orkut.com/ and I was sure of discovering her in digital world as it is easy to talk to some one by writing and graduating them when they visit your profile, that how cool you are with so many cluttered Testimonials, which you have deliberately requested your friends to write about you. To my dismay I could not find her and to my despair no one from the Head Office in Delhi have her in Friendlist…. Stalking sometimes I think is not that bad? And after feeling so enervated and with no Gullus and L.V.s around to take care of me (Sorry forgot to tell you the new name of Mr. Atif Khan) I went to an exhausted sleep.
The next day first time I was late in getting up and during shower I was feeling nostalgic about the previous day and continuously told myself how silly I had been the previous day and I should better concentrate on my Postgraduate degree and my future plans for GMAT.
But after arriving at site and when got the information of her arrival I was onto office and was imitating how concentrated I am on my work (that was just outside the office), I clandestinely gazed through the Mirror of the Office and had a glimpse of her and after that I saw her outside the Office just lingering around and I was off to Restroom and during passage I waived her Hi!!! And she replied with Hi!! With a smile.
I was jumping out of my skin with joy, kinda exuberance you feel when you have accomplished something. Rest of the day I was busy with my grueling work schedule but this time just one smile was enough to make me through.
Mr. Ramesh have arranged for a Party at the night in the guest house, though I have refrained myself of any kind of intoxication whole life but today I was on high after having one small Blenders Pride Shot. The pretty prospects of having conquered her seem apparent and I was off to day dreaming. I have had a very heavy and sound sleep.
The next day was her last here in office and I was feeling a cactus in my chest for not having told her about my feelings but little did I realize that all the fellas have already made a plan for convincing her about me that I am the Mr. perfect but little did I know all their plans will do me no favor and malign my reputation.
To be continued…………………………..
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