Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Jab Mujhe bhi Pyaar Ho Gya…….

Disclaimer: This is a work of Fiction…..Any event or persons resembling dead or Alive is just a matter of coincidence.

This time I let you sail through when I Fell in Love with a gal when I saw her very first time……

Kitna Bhi Chuppao…Kitna Bhi Akkdo……Par is se Bach Nahin Payogge…….

I saw her when she first arrived here in Office…..and I was in love…..though everybody was talking about her that what a patka she is (as alwayz we got insiders from HO)?

Every body (Viz. Rahul, Shakti, Mr. Deebakar, Mr. Ramesh, Atif) was on to planning spree when got aware how much I love her…Its not I have seen a gorgeous a stunning beauty…Something was special about her…She has got the persona and attitude which resembles me in may ways…”Alter Ego” would a perfect synonym to describe her.

I finally bought some time from site in the evening and got along with Mr. Jagdish for trip to the Office..No One better than Mrs. Sapna to introduce me to her until Mr. Jadish told her about the Poster that we have stuck on the Display Board in the Projects Office to welcome her and also when Mr. Atif at his best told her about some heroine with same name is visiting the site today and the posters are meant for her. She was roaring with laughter and I was feeling high on my blood pressure.

I could yank on my contractors, advice the Managers even AVPs and can start the lengthy parvachans on the wisdom of life that lasted till late night…but when it comes to making the very first steps of approaching a woman I got butterflies in my stomach……

Restless Evening become a desert of lost opportunity when I turned down the offer from Mrs. Sapna to accompany them for Shopping..I donot why?

There was a change that I was feeling in me specially a kind of Fear and I badly wanted to cry in alone. I think too much emotional indulgence does this to you….Having experienced these emotional hysterics all my readings of “Emotional Intelligence from Daniel Goleman” and all the teachings from Harvard Business School Magazines which I followed and preached whole my life to deal with the vagaries of life comes to a point where no meaning can’t be inferred from them…This dangerous thing what the others call it “Love” is getting over me and I am having hou high effect on my mind. I have alwaz advised and helped the poor fellows which were stuck deep in this threatening disease of life and when it struck me with its mighty blows I have no one to guide me.

Khuch Hosh Nahin Rehta, Khuch Dhyan Nahin Rehta….Insaan Pyaar Main Insaan Nahin Rehta……A quote from movie Sarfrosh.


The first thing I did was to going to sleep after returning from office and for the first time ate my dinner after 10 O’clock….Then I was onto my mission of finding her on http://www.orkut.com/ and I was sure of discovering her in digital world as it is easy to talk to some one by writing and graduating them when they visit your profile, that how cool you are with so many cluttered Testimonials, which you have deliberately requested your friends to write about you. To my dismay I could not find her and to my despair no one from the Head Office in Delhi have her in Friendlist…. Stalking sometimes I think is not that bad? And after feeling so enervated and with no Gullus and L.V.s around to take care of me (Sorry forgot to tell you the new name of Mr. Atif Khan) I went to an exhausted sleep.

The next day first time I was late in getting up and during shower I was feeling nostalgic about the previous day and continuously told myself how silly I had been the previous day and I should better concentrate on my Postgraduate degree and my future plans for GMAT.

But after arriving at site and when got the information of her arrival I was onto office and was imitating how concentrated I am on my work (that was just outside the office), I clandestinely gazed through the Mirror of the Office and had a glimpse of her and after that I saw her outside the Office just lingering around and I was off to Restroom and during passage I waived her Hi!!! And she replied with Hi!! With a smile.

I was jumping out of my skin with joy, kinda exuberance you feel when you have accomplished something. Rest of the day I was busy with my grueling work schedule but this time just one smile was enough to make me through.

Mr. Ramesh have arranged for a Party at the night in the guest house, though I have refrained myself of any kind of intoxication whole life but today I was on high after having one small Blenders Pride Shot. The pretty prospects of having conquered her seem apparent and I was off to day dreaming. I have had a very heavy and sound sleep.

The next day was her last here in office and I was feeling a cactus in my chest for not having told her about my feelings but little did I realize that all the fellas have already made a plan for convincing her about me that I am the Mr. perfect but little did I know all their plans will do me no favor and malign my reputation.

To be continued…………………………..

2 comments:

Unknown said...

IF ALL THIS IS NOT A FICTION THEN..........

You should have done something to get her attention...*Nobody notices #nobody until #nobody makes HIM/HER-self presentable. So be prepared and don't be frustrated. As the insider says.... There's always a next time and its coming too soon. BEST OF LUCK...."I.WANT.BASH".

IF THIS IS A COMPLETE FICTION THEN........(should have posted some days later to make others believe)......

its a very impressive one but with some mistakes like there is no names as JADISH...its either jagdish or jaidish......clear it......other mistakes will be clarified in next meeting not here.....

Anonymous said...

I wish bhabhi will understand depth of your love.